super churchgoer

Last night I was at a memorial service for my godfather. Not to sound sacrilegious, but I’m numb when in church. I don’t want to admit that I’m completely agnostic, but my mind wanders when sitting in all that solemnity. If my mom catches word of this, she’d say that my distraction id due to evil forces in the world preventing me from absorbing the piety and wonders of religion. In reality, I find distorted voices, reciting old verse, booming through a large hall, interpreted to shoehorn modern-realworld situations rather taxing. If I want to draw connections to ancient allegory, I’ll read back issues of Hustler.

In order not to fall asleep, I make-believe that I have super powers and that evil super-villians and their henchmen are invading the church. I leap into action and dispatch these evildoers. Surprisingly enough, I can fantasize about this and still keep a righteous countenance.

This is now the time where we pick out glasses!

I would venture to say that I do like novel things and fun accessories. Things that make their way into my wardrobe are carefully scrutinized over its functionality and it’s aesthetic value. There are objects that are purchased solely on their novelty and it’s role and worth are settled later. In either case, the decision to buy is rather easy when the price is right and there’s no one around to oversee my purchase. The Internet makes emotional and novel buying so simple, that I’ve become inured to dealing with submit buttons over salespeople.

My eyesight has been going and it’s high time that I get new frames. Thrilling as this idea is to get new ‘look’, I’ve become so introverted that I don’t want to go through the hassle of picking out new frames. The store that I purchased my frames for the last few years is a bijou-boutique of sorts. Bare white walls with equally blank shelving showcase eyeglasses as if they were expensive scarves. The sales staff are friendly enough, but I’d be friendly too if I were getting a cut of the sales. I am intimidated by these noir-clad eye-wear fashionistas and I scrutinize my outfit every morning thinking ‘This is the day that I go shop for glasses! Maybe!’. It has been 20 days now since I received my latest prescription. Blurry text and eye strain are palpable, but the thought of disapproving stares at my choice of shirt layers and pants strengthen my hermetic continence.

I want unfeeling and blunt decisions made for me and my choice of eye-wear. I want the store to be as surreal as the Saturday Night Live skit ‘Sprockets’. I sit down at an ebony and glass table and the salesman takes one look at me and says ‘diese glasses are fur you, pick zem up in a veek’. I go home, and they resume sitting in their chair looking complacent with raised eyebrows. No lingering over shelves, trying on frames, staring into mirrors whilst imagining different hairstyles or lighting situations.

I can’t see!

I went in for an eye exam today and I decided to go back to work after the appointment was over. The complimentary sunglasses were helpful on my way into the office. It is overcast today so there wasn’t much call for sunglasses outside. I’m now in the office suite and everything is illuminated. As I type this, I can count 9 rows of fluorescent lights within my line of sight, each a bright blurry row acting like throwing stars aimed right at my pupils. I am tempted to wear my glasses with the tinted insert, but I cannot wear them with any kind of irony. Even the foreigners understand that they are not chic or trendy. To top it off, there is an entourage of strangers crowded around a desk a few cubicles away from me.

I need a sticker similar to that of those given after donating blood. Mine would say “Be nice to me, I had my eyes dilated and I have no cool sunglasses”

**UPDATE**
Those strangers hanging around my cubicle, are subordinates keen to listen in on their new director. I have since taken off the sunglass inserts.

must… write… something

I’m not a big fatty, I just write about it here. I’ve decided to sleep in all week which is going to throw off my sleeping pattern, not good for my job at the coal mines. To top off the debauchery, there has been a void of breakfast food but a plethora of holiday food. Case in point: I’m standing in my kitchen blogging this, waiting for pierogi to rise to the top. I strain to put down words that don’t come as the oil heats. I know that pillows of dough and cheese are immininent and I’m losing interest in anything other than fried food. Only two more days of naughtiness left…

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